miss him...hmm dunno y..~being stupid.. as usual~

he did sms me..recently.. saying sorry...
katanya rasa brsalah..hmm
katanya juga... dye rase brsalah sbb x dpt bg ati kt sy...
juz he feels lusty, full of lust...pd sy?
hmm...

syg, i knw i'm not 1 of ur fancy girls..not sexy at all of course..
bkn pilihan awk..sy sedar diri..
sy jgak x pnh trlintas utk mnjadikn awk pilihan sy..sblm ni..

xtaw naper sy punyai perasaan ni.. xblh nk jelaskn...
prasaan yg wat sy jd bodoh...
sdgkan sy punya pilihan lain..
knaper sy nk trhegeh2 mngejar awk?
sdgkn sy taw awk pnya rmai scandal lain..
sy bkn bodoh..naper sy wat kputusan cmni ngn awk??

sy ikut kata hati...

told u..again, again, again, n again,.....
wish i cud...but...
i cn't xplain it myself...